assalamualaikum,
ari ni aq blk maktab. aq cuti 6 ari sempenea hari rye aidil adha. mcm biase, blk cuti kli ni, aq still nk uji diri aq. aq nak test diri aq sme ade aq bole hdup tnpa die ataupun x.. setiap ari aq menanti mcj dr die.. tp die x mcj2 pun.. setiap ari aq bkk fb, dgn harapan aq nak die online.. aq nak chat dgn die.. tp sedihnye, spnjg cuti ni, setiap kli aq online, die msti x online. aq x dpt khabar berita ape pun dr die.. smpikn aq sanggup buat latihan chemistry. aq yakin, msti ade soalan yg aq x leh buat, bole aq kol die n tnye die.. hahahaha.. ' mission succeeded'. betapa aq rndu gle kt die.. rndu aq kat die hnye Allah je tahu.. kalaulah aq ade kuasa utk bg tawu die, da lme aq bg tawu die.. tp aq mcm sedih gak ar, die mcm x rndu lgsung kat aq je?? biarla, Allah je yg tahu.. this proved tht, i cn't live without him..
Saturday, 31 March 2012
unexpected
SUMPAH!! something unexpected happened.. terkejut gle. sblm ni kn shafi ade send mcj kat aq yg die nak stop mcj. yes, aq mengaku, mmg aq ade rse rndu kat die sbb da lme x mcj. tp aq kawal perasaan aq n aq yakin akn ade suatu ari yg indah buat aq. aq x prnh expect yg die akn mcj aq lg. guess what, mlm smlm, DIE MCJ AQ!!.. axcited, happy, teruja, sume ade. x terkata. ni mcj yg die bg kat aq,
shafi : "my heart, u stole it, took it away, n with u it still remains. breathless i am, from the very first time, ur two crystal like eyes connected with mine.. but alas, who am i but lowly dreamer, helplessly weak, hoping for the we both find each other, what am i to do but dream.." i dedicated this poem to you.. act i hav smething to tell u,, smeyhing i hav been keeping from u before..
aq hnye mampu tersenyum je spnjg mlm. teragak-agak jgkla aq nak bls mcj die sbb i have promised myself not to text him. tmrw mrning, aq bgn lmbt.. sedar2, pkul 5.37 a.m.. aq bgn je trus aq dpt mcj dr die..
shafi : wana, shafi's here.. actually i want to ask u a favor, lets act like nothing happened. i really want us to stay friends.. thanks..
dr mcj yg die bg 2, aq rse, di tkut yg aq akn fkir bkn2 psl die. tp aq x fkir ape2 pun. hepi lg ade la..hehehehe.. aq still x bls mcj die. aq nak suatu ari yg indah brlaku dlm hdup aq n time tu dunia ni, kami berdua yg punye.. FINA's world..
shafi : "my heart, u stole it, took it away, n with u it still remains. breathless i am, from the very first time, ur two crystal like eyes connected with mine.. but alas, who am i but lowly dreamer, helplessly weak, hoping for the we both find each other, what am i to do but dream.." i dedicated this poem to you.. act i hav smething to tell u,, smeyhing i hav been keeping from u before..
aq hnye mampu tersenyum je spnjg mlm. teragak-agak jgkla aq nak bls mcj die sbb i have promised myself not to text him. tmrw mrning, aq bgn lmbt.. sedar2, pkul 5.37 a.m.. aq bgn je trus aq dpt mcj dr die..
shafi : wana, shafi's here.. actually i want to ask u a favor, lets act like nothing happened. i really want us to stay friends.. thanks..
dr mcj yg die bg 2, aq rse, di tkut yg aq akn fkir bkn2 psl die. tp aq x fkir ape2 pun. hepi lg ade la..hehehehe.. aq still x bls mcj die. aq nak suatu ari yg indah brlaku dlm hdup aq n time tu dunia ni, kami berdua yg punye.. FINA's world..
big apple
assalamualaikum,
spatutnye minggu ni, sume student bole blik. tp, aq x bg tawu mak aq pun yg bole blik. aq x nak sshkn mak aq lgpun aq nak study, spm da dkt. tbe2 aq rse kepunan big apple plk. aq nak sgt big apple tu. aq ajk musyi outing. tp warden ckp spe yg x blik, x leh outing kecuali dgn parents. pg tu, aq da mcm berserah gle ar x dpt outing. time aq merungut tu, aq kat kelas, x tawu la shafi dgr ke x yg aq kepunan big appla. tbe2 die ckp yg die outing ari ni, pstu aq dgn mke msmnye tnye, ' ape kaitannye?'. die kata, 'maybe aq bole tumpang die g tesco'. aq terus senyum. aq terus lati minx tndatgn ckgu awie. aq blik blok, trus gosok bju batik smbil senyum, x terkata. tp cuak gak sbb ble tumpang parents die, msti akn jmpe mak n ayh die. cuak gle kot. NERVOUS, HUHU...
x lme lps tu, mak die smpi, aq takut gle. dlm kereta, aq senyap je. mak die tanye sepatah, aq jwb sepatah. mak die tnye, aq tggl kat mne, mak keje ape, ayh keje ape.. aq takut sgt. dlm kete, aq senyap je tp aq ade trfikir, aq x prnh cium mak aq mcm shafi cium mak die. teruja kot. klu aq jmpe mak aq pun, aq akn salam je. ush, sumpah, aq tabik gle die kot. aq nak sgt die jd milik aq. die sgt mghormati org tua. smpi je tesco, kami brpisah. kami jln asing2. tp yg x leh belanye, msuk kfc sme2. kebetulan gle, aq da cuak da. aq tkut gle mak die ckp mcm2 psl aq. ptg tu aq tnye mursyi, 'shafi ade ckp ape2 psl sy ke?'. mursyi ckp ade, aq excited gle nak tawu. mak die ckp, 'rangka bdn aq bsr', shafi pun terkejut. mak die ckp, ' rangka aq sme mcm rangka bdn mak die time mde2. die ckp, rangka aq ble da ade anak nnt, bdn aq akn bsr mcm mak die skrang. mak die ckp lg, dlm kete aq senyap je, mursyi yg byk ckp. nsib baek shafi back up, die kata maybe sbb aq malu kot. jealous gak ar sbb mak die byk ckp psl mursyi.. x pe la, yg pasti, aq hepi, finally dpt jgk jmpe mak die. x ksh la ape pun mak die nak ckp, yg pnting, 'this is me'.
spatutnye minggu ni, sume student bole blik. tp, aq x bg tawu mak aq pun yg bole blik. aq x nak sshkn mak aq lgpun aq nak study, spm da dkt. tbe2 aq rse kepunan big apple plk. aq nak sgt big apple tu. aq ajk musyi outing. tp warden ckp spe yg x blik, x leh outing kecuali dgn parents. pg tu, aq da mcm berserah gle ar x dpt outing. time aq merungut tu, aq kat kelas, x tawu la shafi dgr ke x yg aq kepunan big appla. tbe2 die ckp yg die outing ari ni, pstu aq dgn mke msmnye tnye, ' ape kaitannye?'. die kata, 'maybe aq bole tumpang die g tesco'. aq terus senyum. aq terus lati minx tndatgn ckgu awie. aq blik blok, trus gosok bju batik smbil senyum, x terkata. tp cuak gak sbb ble tumpang parents die, msti akn jmpe mak n ayh die. cuak gle kot. NERVOUS, HUHU...
x lme lps tu, mak die smpi, aq takut gle. dlm kereta, aq senyap je. mak die tanye sepatah, aq jwb sepatah. mak die tnye, aq tggl kat mne, mak keje ape, ayh keje ape.. aq takut sgt. dlm kete, aq senyap je tp aq ade trfikir, aq x prnh cium mak aq mcm shafi cium mak die. teruja kot. klu aq jmpe mak aq pun, aq akn salam je. ush, sumpah, aq tabik gle die kot. aq nak sgt die jd milik aq. die sgt mghormati org tua. smpi je tesco, kami brpisah. kami jln asing2. tp yg x leh belanye, msuk kfc sme2. kebetulan gle, aq da cuak da. aq tkut gle mak die ckp mcm2 psl aq. ptg tu aq tnye mursyi, 'shafi ade ckp ape2 psl sy ke?'. mursyi ckp ade, aq excited gle nak tawu. mak die ckp, 'rangka bdn aq bsr', shafi pun terkejut. mak die ckp, ' rangka aq sme mcm rangka bdn mak die time mde2. die ckp, rangka aq ble da ade anak nnt, bdn aq akn bsr mcm mak die skrang. mak die ckp lg, dlm kete aq senyap je, mursyi yg byk ckp. nsib baek shafi back up, die kata maybe sbb aq malu kot. jealous gak ar sbb mak die byk ckp psl mursyi.. x pe la, yg pasti, aq hepi, finally dpt jgk jmpe mak die. x ksh la ape pun mak die nak ckp, yg pnting, 'this is me'.
i'm going to australia
sejak 2 menjak ni, aq selalu nmpk shafi sibuk uruskan the track yg die bole follow utk course yg die nak amek. aq selalu dgr die kol ayh n mak die berbincang psl the track yg trbaek utk die. jealous aq tgk die. ye la, bdk pndi, nk apply scholarship ape2 pun bole.
ari ni, time prep mcm biase, aq msuk klas, sume org tgh bising. aq dduk tmpt aq. the, shafi dtg kat aq. he said, ' i'm going to australia'. aq angguk je, x tawu nak ckp ape. tp spe tahu, dlm aty aq sedih sgt. agk2 bole ke kteorg brsme nnt. x ke die akn jmpe org yg lbih steraf dgn die. silap2, die x pndg aq da. ye la, aq blaja kat malaysia je. sedih jgk ar ble aq fikirkn bnde ni, smpi aq sndiri pun x leh fokus study time prep mlm td. tp, aq akn sntiasa doakan yg trbaek utk die.
ari ni, time prep mcm biase, aq msuk klas, sume org tgh bising. aq dduk tmpt aq. the, shafi dtg kat aq. he said, ' i'm going to australia'. aq angguk je, x tawu nak ckp ape. tp spe tahu, dlm aty aq sedih sgt. agk2 bole ke kteorg brsme nnt. x ke die akn jmpe org yg lbih steraf dgn die. silap2, die x pndg aq da. ye la, aq blaja kat malaysia je. sedih jgk ar ble aq fikirkn bnde ni, smpi aq sndiri pun x leh fokus study time prep mlm td. tp, aq akn sntiasa doakan yg trbaek utk die.
talk
since jumaat lepas, bdk form 4 mktb aq ade kem kepimpinan. ade ekspedisi dari luar dtg mktb aq nak bg talk. head of ekspedisi tu, kteowg pggl die acik. spnjg 3 ari 2 mlm die kat sini, die bkn bg talk kt bdk kem je, tp kat kteowg yg x terlibat dlm kem tu pun die bg talk. byk die bg ceramah. aq terasa byk sgt dosa aq kat Allah. bru aq sedar, aq memandang ringan dosa yg kecil. aq selalu mghalalkan benda yg tetap haram. aq nangis, aq rse malu sgt dgn Allah. aq malu dgn laki2 kat mktb ni. aq byk mnjatuhkn maruah aq sbgi seorang pompuan. aq begitu murah membiarkn laki melepaskan nafsunya. Ya Allah, byknye dosa aq. aq mle muhasabah diri aq. Ya Allah, bantu hambamu ini, aq sedar yg selama ni aq mcj dgn shafi dn bermesra dgn die adalah satu dosa besar wlupun kteowg x couple, sekaligus, aq dah menyebabkn ibu bapa aq terjerumus ke lembah neraka.. aq terasa, aq anak yg x gne. aq jnji lps ni, aq x akn ulangi dosa yg plg besar aq pernah buat kat dunia ni. aq berjnji dgn diri aq, aq x akn bnrkn mne2 laki mncuri hati aq dari Allah. aq akn jge prgaulan aq dgn laki, aq akn jge pndgn aqdan juga tgkh laku aq. aq akn mle jge hbgn aq dgn Allah. aq x kn lyn mne2 laki atau mcj mahupun kol mne2 laki kecuali utk tujuan tertentu. yg plg aq rse lega, esoknye aq terima mcj dr shafi..
shafi : wana, i think, this would be the last mcj from me. it doesn't mean, we can't contact anymore. we still have fb, skype. i would to say sorry if i had done wrong to you or hurt u. i'm sory. gud luck for ur spm.
mle2, aq bce mcj tu mmg sedih. aq hampir nangis tapi aq tahan. aq ckp kat diri aq, 'jgn nangis dsebabkan seorang lelaki. klu aq ade jodoh dgn die, ade la.'
shafi : wana, i think, this would be the last mcj from me. it doesn't mean, we can't contact anymore. we still have fb, skype. i would to say sorry if i had done wrong to you or hurt u. i'm sory. gud luck for ur spm.
mle2, aq bce mcj tu mmg sedih. aq hampir nangis tapi aq tahan. aq ckp kat diri aq, 'jgn nangis dsebabkan seorang lelaki. klu aq ade jodoh dgn die, ade la.'
Friday, 2 March 2012
lepak2
smlm time prep, shafi dduk sblh aq.. kteowg gelak mcm kwn biase.. kami berkongsi cerita.. best jgk la.. bkn sng nak sembang dgn die wlupun clssmate.. lps minum pagi, aq dtg klas.. shafi pun dtg klas. suddenly irfan dtg bwk guitar. smbil sembang dgn aq, shafi main guitar. teruja kot tgk die main guitar.. pstu aq tnye syed
wana : syed, coklat ats meja shafi tu spe punye?
syed : shafi punye, minx die
wana : syed, tnyekn shafi, aq nak coklat tu. aq tkut nk tnye die
syed : shafi, wana ckp, die nak coklat tu.. die tkut nk bg tawu ko
shafi : bkn ko tawu ke coklat tu utk spe
syed : a'ah la, soklat tu utk stalky la wana
wana : :(
shafi : alalala, okla, bg hadiah lgu la
tawu x, die nyanyikan utk aq lgu 1234.bkn die je yg nyanyi, bani, irfan n syed pun nyanyi skali.. aq da blushing gle ar time tu.. yg klakarnye, ble part 'i love u', sume senyap.. nak tergelak pun ade, tp mmg best gle ar. TERUJA SIOT!!!!
mlm tu ade e-night.. shafi perform dgn bani, irfan n syed lagu 'i'm yours'.. syok abis ar
wana : syed, coklat ats meja shafi tu spe punye?
syed : shafi punye, minx die
wana : syed, tnyekn shafi, aq nak coklat tu. aq tkut nk tnye die
syed : shafi, wana ckp, die nak coklat tu.. die tkut nk bg tawu ko
shafi : bkn ko tawu ke coklat tu utk spe
syed : a'ah la, soklat tu utk stalky la wana
wana : :(
shafi : alalala, okla, bg hadiah lgu la
tawu x, die nyanyikan utk aq lgu 1234.bkn die je yg nyanyi, bani, irfan n syed pun nyanyi skali.. aq da blushing gle ar time tu.. yg klakarnye, ble part 'i love u', sume senyap.. nak tergelak pun ade, tp mmg best gle ar. TERUJA SIOT!!!!
mlm tu ade e-night.. shafi perform dgn bani, irfan n syed lagu 'i'm yours'.. syok abis ar
annual dinner
smlm, annual dinner. spnjg ari aq ckp kat diri aq, 'the nite would be the best nite i ever had in my life'. mlm tu, aq msuk je dewan, mood aq tbe2 brubh. aq pun pelik, aq rse x sedap hati. i feel like theres smething gonna happen but what is it??.. shafi perform on stage pun aq mcm x de rse ape2.. btw, he looks perfect n great.
abis je mjlis tu, aq dduk je tmpt aq tgk org sekeliling.. yg plg aq tenung lme, 'hassan n farah'. they look like a sweet couple. hassan bg bunga kat farah. terdetik dlm aty aq, farah was very lucky to have hassan as her prince charming. aq dduk je diam tgk sume org amek gmbr dgn baju yg sgt cantik.. dalam aty aq tertanya-tanya, ' mne shafi ni?? die x nak jmpe aq ke? die x nak amek gmbr dgn aq ke?.. mlm tu aq nmpk die, aq pndg je die lme2, serba slh plk aq nak pegi kat die. x gentle la klu aq pegi kat die, suppose to be die cri aq.
smpi je blok, aq mcj die..
wana : btul ke u x nmpk i lgsung?
shafi : btul la, i pun x tawu u pki bju ape n color ape..
lg la aq sedih, lps tu aq trus kol die sbb die kata die nak bg tawu smething. mle2 die x nak cite sbb die tkut nnt aq lg sedih, tp dsbbkn aq nak sgt tawu, aq jnji dgn die yg aq x kn sedih klu dgr cite tu..
die ckp, time die kat mrsm felda trolak, die sempat kol mak die. then, mak die ckp,
shafi's mom : epi, lg 5 minggu je nak spm, focus belajar, jgn mcj2 da, stop message for a while.
shafi rse mcm ape yg mak die ckp tu pun ade btulnye jgk. die ckp kat aq die nak stop message dgn aq. aq senyap je, tergamam, terkejut, sume ade.. aq trus ckp
wana : em, x pela, bye..
lps je aq ltk telefon air mata aq mengalir, aq menangis x henti2. sedih yg teramat sgt. nsib baek ade musyi. musyi la yg pujuk aq..
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
misunderstanding
ari ni merupakan genab sebulan aq dgn shafi.. aq rse die x tawu kot.. sepatutnye ari ni aq hepi. tp spnjg ari ni, die asyik skitkn aty aq je. dr smlm, aq tgk die dgn aisya mcm ade simpan smething dr aq. aq jealous sgt.
'no, i cn't be jealous. he's not mine yet.'
after terawih, i went to class. aisya sat besides me. terdetik dlm aty aq utk tnye sndri kt aisya, ape kaitan die dgn shafi.
wana : u guys look such like a sweet couple
aisyah : no, it was just misunderstanding, ok, i'll explain to u.
aisyah : u know why shafi act like tht to me?
wana : no, i dun know
aisyah : shafi haven't tell u?
wana : nop
aisyah : actually, shafi buat mcm tu sbb die nak ubah pndgn org trhadap awk dgn shafi. die x nak orang tawu yg korang ade ape2. especially cikgu
aisyah : jgn fkir bkn2. die syg awk sgt2. die ade ckp, in the future, klu die ade rumah ke, kereta ke, u the one yg die nak share sume tu.
wana : die buat sy terharu.. tp knp die x bg tawu plan die kt sy..
aisyah : dulu die ade ckp, die tkut nk express feeling die kt awk sbb die tkut awk x kn terikat dgn mne2 laki. n die pun ade ckp, die kena luahkan isi hati die sbb die tkut die akn trlepas. die tkut laki lain dpt awk dulu..
'no, i cn't be jealous. he's not mine yet.'
after terawih, i went to class. aisya sat besides me. terdetik dlm aty aq utk tnye sndri kt aisya, ape kaitan die dgn shafi.
wana : u guys look such like a sweet couple
aisyah : no, it was just misunderstanding, ok, i'll explain to u.
aisyah : u know why shafi act like tht to me?
wana : no, i dun know
aisyah : shafi haven't tell u?
wana : nop
aisyah : actually, shafi buat mcm tu sbb die nak ubah pndgn org trhadap awk dgn shafi. die x nak orang tawu yg korang ade ape2. especially cikgu
aisyah : jgn fkir bkn2. die syg awk sgt2. die ade ckp, in the future, klu die ade rumah ke, kereta ke, u the one yg die nak share sume tu.
wana : die buat sy terharu.. tp knp die x bg tawu plan die kt sy..
aisyah : dulu die ade ckp, die tkut nk express feeling die kt awk sbb die tkut awk x kn terikat dgn mne2 laki. n die pun ade ckp, die kena luahkan isi hati die sbb die tkut die akn trlepas. die tkut laki lain dpt awk dulu..
conflict
shafi : ok, here goes. jgn terkejut eh.. we both know tht i like u. i've never felt this way, not to anyone else before. serious i ckp, if i already have a job, home, stable economy, i da melamar u da, no joking. tp thts the thing, we were just school kids. tht dream is really far away from now. thts why i told u how i felt coz i want u to know this and not be too surprised if one day i do come and melamar u. actually, im fine if u dun want to be tht close in class, i understand..
shafi ; so, abt not using i n u in class, im cool with tht.. but i can't promise to not feel this way abt u..
shafi : n i know this sound selfish, but i told u how i felt, also bcoz i was afraid tht u'd end up with somebody else.. haha yeah, stupid right?
shafi : n im really really really sory for all the troublesome things u endured, just bcoz of my selfish feelings.. n i dun mind if u nk go back to the way it was before..
shafi ; so, abt not using i n u in class, im cool with tht.. but i can't promise to not feel this way abt u..
shafi : n i know this sound selfish, but i told u how i felt, also bcoz i was afraid tht u'd end up with somebody else.. haha yeah, stupid right?
shafi : n im really really really sory for all the troublesome things u endured, just bcoz of my selfish feelings.. n i dun mind if u nk go back to the way it was before..
his journal entry
why am i..?
lately, i've been rather, confused. i think i recognize this overwhelming sensation before, but now, its even enveloping. some people i asked, said tht its normal, tht i should go with the flow, but some wants me to just keep it inside any longer, but i also can't afford to let it out, not at these times. and i usually keep things like this a secret, from everybody, but this time, even my parents know about it. by judging from their faces, the smiles of happiness tht radiated, it looks as tthough i have their consent. absolutely, i should really accept facts tht this is never the time for this. however, i shall never stop continuing to bask in this wonderful feeling, and wait for the right time for a move. please wait for me, my dear...
*ape yg die tlis ni, hnye mampu buat aq tersenyum.. even, my mom also know about u. and now, i had knew ur feelings towards me. yes, for this moment, it's better for us to be friends. but, the way u treat me is like more than a fren. i also can't stop continuing to bask in this wonderful feeling.. insyaallah, we both will wait for the right time for a more.. dun worry my dear, i'll wait for u too..
lately, i've been rather, confused. i think i recognize this overwhelming sensation before, but now, its even enveloping. some people i asked, said tht its normal, tht i should go with the flow, but some wants me to just keep it inside any longer, but i also can't afford to let it out, not at these times. and i usually keep things like this a secret, from everybody, but this time, even my parents know about it. by judging from their faces, the smiles of happiness tht radiated, it looks as tthough i have their consent. absolutely, i should really accept facts tht this is never the time for this. however, i shall never stop continuing to bask in this wonderful feeling, and wait for the right time for a move. please wait for me, my dear...
*ape yg die tlis ni, hnye mampu buat aq tersenyum.. even, my mom also know about u. and now, i had knew ur feelings towards me. yes, for this moment, it's better for us to be friends. but, the way u treat me is like more than a fren. i also can't stop continuing to bask in this wonderful feeling.. insyaallah, we both will wait for the right time for a more.. dun worry my dear, i'll wait for u too..
debate competition in mrsm alor gajah
time ni, die pegi mrsm alor gajah, lwn debate.. die mmg hebat giler ar debate.. lot of brilliant idea.. *jealous..
kteowg mcj spnjg die kat alor gajah.. almost every 1 hour, kteorg akn mcj.. bole abis kedit.. huhu
shafi : x nk ke bear yg 'special'?
wana : x nak ar, sume bear sme je... x special pun.. ape beza yg special dgn yg x special?
shafi : the special one is the one given by a guy to a special girl, who he thinks is really really cute..
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wana : raihan rndu gile kat ko
shafi : die je ke ?
wana : em, bani n musyi pun rndu ko kot..
shafi : hm.. lagi?? wana x rndu ke? coz i do miss u.. a lot..
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wana : ptg ni nak main basket dgn bani
shafi : ??x ke pelik tu?
wana : ape yg peliknye?
shafi : main basket dgn bdk laki..
wana : ala, raihan n aisya pun main skali... em, jealous la tu
shafi : haah.. jealous sgt.. wana trlampau comel.. mana bole main dgn bani
wana : x yh nk merepek
shafi : it's not called merepek if it is true..
kteowg mcj spnjg die kat alor gajah.. almost every 1 hour, kteorg akn mcj.. bole abis kedit.. huhu
shafi : x nk ke bear yg 'special'?
wana : x nak ar, sume bear sme je... x special pun.. ape beza yg special dgn yg x special?
shafi : the special one is the one given by a guy to a special girl, who he thinks is really really cute..
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wana : raihan rndu gile kat ko
shafi : die je ke ?
wana : em, bani n musyi pun rndu ko kot..
shafi : hm.. lagi?? wana x rndu ke? coz i do miss u.. a lot..
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wana : ptg ni nak main basket dgn bani
shafi : ??x ke pelik tu?
wana : ape yg peliknye?
shafi : main basket dgn bdk laki..
wana : ala, raihan n aisya pun main skali... em, jealous la tu
shafi : haah.. jealous sgt.. wana trlampau comel.. mana bole main dgn bani
wana : x yh nk merepek
shafi : it's not called merepek if it is true..
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
to: wanazwin xv
This is the first letter tht he had gave to me
shafi: i hope tht, this aren't gonna change
me: i hope so, insyaallah
rhsia trbongkar
Shafi: ok aq bg tawu tp wana kne jnji, x kn trkejut gegila klu tawu.. Jnji??
Me: jnji.. Ape yg nk trkjutnye..
Shafi: ok, org yg sy admire selama ini ialah..
Me: erm, klu mcm tu x yh bg tawu la
shafi: 'wana'
Aq hnye mmpu trsenyum bce mcj ni..
Shafi: actually wana, u've made me realise smething, smething important.. N for tht, i thank u.. Trime kasih krn memahami
me: u know wht, fyi, u r the choosen guy tht i'm waiting for.. Klu ko serius dgn aq, i'll wait for u..
Shafi: n know this wana, u won't have to wait for me.. Pretty sure, u 'll find smebody waay better than me.. I cn bet u on tht..
Me: i dun think so
Shafi: huh, well anyhow.. I think we both knw whats more important here.. So yeah..:)
Shafi: n dun forget straight A++ for trial n spm.. Ammiinn..
Me: jnji.. Ape yg nk trkjutnye..
Shafi: ok, org yg sy admire selama ini ialah..
Me: erm, klu mcm tu x yh bg tawu la
shafi: 'wana'
Aq hnye mmpu trsenyum bce mcj ni..
Shafi: actually wana, u've made me realise smething, smething important.. N for tht, i thank u.. Trime kasih krn memahami
me: u know wht, fyi, u r the choosen guy tht i'm waiting for.. Klu ko serius dgn aq, i'll wait for u..
Shafi: n know this wana, u won't have to wait for me.. Pretty sure, u 'll find smebody waay better than me.. I cn bet u on tht..
Me: i dun think so
Shafi: huh, well anyhow.. I think we both knw whats more important here.. So yeah..:)
Shafi: n dun forget straight A++ for trial n spm.. Ammiinn..
confirmation
Sepnjg ari ni aq x khusyuk solat. Tiap kli aq solat, msti aq trigt kt die.. Aq sedih sgt.. Terasa mcm aq da smkin jauh dgn pncipta aq, Allah s.w.t.. Smpi ari ni aq msih trtnye-tnye, adakah die serius ske kn aq??? Aq x thn.. Perasaan ni trus mghntui aq..
So aq amek kputusn utk tnye die sndri..
Me: shafi, aq ade soalan cepumas utk ko..
Shafi: ape die??
Me: ko ade minat spe2 x kt mktb ni??
Shafi: ade
me: erm, spe orgnye? Bole aq tawu?
Aisyah: aq da tawu da
me: la, spe?? Bg la tawu..
Raihan teka aq, shafi ckp ya.. Musyi pun teka aq, musyi tnye die serius ke? Pstu aq x dgr pe die ckp sbb aq dgr mp3.. Aq merajuk dgn die sbb x bg tawu spe org yg die minat tu??
Ptg tu, die tnye aq. Btul ke aq nk tawu spe org tu?? Aq ckp, ' x pe la, tu hal peribadi ko.. Ko ade hak nk bg tawu aq ke x nk'
Ape yg bestnye, ptg tu aq kol mk aq.. Aq branikn diri bg tau mk aq.. Mak aq x mrh pun.. Sporting kn mk aq..
So aq amek kputusn utk tnye die sndri..
Me: shafi, aq ade soalan cepumas utk ko..
Shafi: ape die??
Me: ko ade minat spe2 x kt mktb ni??
Shafi: ade
me: erm, spe orgnye? Bole aq tawu?
Aisyah: aq da tawu da
me: la, spe?? Bg la tawu..
Raihan teka aq, shafi ckp ya.. Musyi pun teka aq, musyi tnye die serius ke? Pstu aq x dgr pe die ckp sbb aq dgr mp3.. Aq merajuk dgn die sbb x bg tawu spe org yg die minat tu??
Ptg tu, die tnye aq. Btul ke aq nk tawu spe org tu?? Aq ckp, ' x pe la, tu hal peribadi ko.. Ko ade hak nk bg tawu aq ke x nk'
Ape yg bestnye, ptg tu aq kol mk aq.. Aq branikn diri bg tau mk aq.. Mak aq x mrh pun.. Sporting kn mk aq..
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
conversation between raihan n me
Me: raihan, bg la tawu saya ape yg awk ckp dgn shafi td? Die tawu x yg sy da tawu die ske sy?
Raihan: die tnye sy, awk da tawu blm psl die ske awk tu.. Sy katablum.. Die sruh sy jgn bg tawu awk..
Me: lg? Ape yg korang ckp lg??
Raihan: sy tnye die prnh ske spe ke b4 this.. Then, die jwb, x prnh..
Me: abis tu adeena? Bkn die ske adeena ke??
Raihan: tu dlu, die kata die maybe confess kt awk
me: die btul ke ske kn sy?
Raihan: die kata x de la nk couple.. But then, after 1st degree kot.. Sy tnye die lg, mcm mne dkt universiti nnt? Msti jmpe lg rmi org.. Die jwb, x pe la, aq tggu je
time tu mmg aq x brhnti snyum.. Haha;-)
Raihan: die tnye sy, awk da tawu blm psl die ske awk tu.. Sy katablum.. Die sruh sy jgn bg tawu awk..
Me: lg? Ape yg korang ckp lg??
Raihan: sy tnye die prnh ske spe ke b4 this.. Then, die jwb, x prnh..
Me: abis tu adeena? Bkn die ske adeena ke??
Raihan: tu dlu, die kata die maybe confess kt awk
me: die btul ke ske kn sy?
Raihan: die kata x de la nk couple.. But then, after 1st degree kot.. Sy tnye die lg, mcm mne dkt universiti nnt? Msti jmpe lg rmi org.. Die jwb, x pe la, aq tggu je
time tu mmg aq x brhnti snyum.. Haha;-)
i'm cute
Assalamualaikum,
Ari ni aq hepi sgt.. Aq rse mcm aq yg plg hepi kt dunia ni.. Cbe teka sbb ape??
Hahaha..
smlm kn aq ade cite psl shafi tu. The last period today was subjek bio. Teacher was not around.. Everybody was doing their own work.. Shafi sat beside me while bani sat beside musyi.. Kteowg sembang2 but then tbe2 trkluar cite psl kawin.. Aq ckp msti shafi kawin dlu sbb die da ade calon, adeena kot.. Then, die trus pndg aq n mrh.. Die ckp jgn sebut nme adeena lg.. I said sory..
then suddenly die tnye aq, prnh x ape yg brlaku kt aq ni jd kt ko?. Aq ckp prnh tp da lme da, time form 3..
Pstu tkr topik len plk.. N now we r talking about musyi's sister.. Musyi tunjuk gmbr adk die kt shafi n bani.. Tp shafi n bani x tawu nk jwb ape.. Musyi sruh dorang ckp comel tp dorang x ckp pun.. But then, i heard shafi's voice n said ' comel lg wana'*wana=me.. They r all laughing at me.. Dorang ejek 'ceh, shafi dgn wana'.. Shafi sengeh2..
The whole day i cn see some different on how he treats me.. He was so kind..
Spnjg hdup aq, ari ni bru aq rse 'my life is meaningful'.. Huhu
Ari ni aq hepi sgt.. Aq rse mcm aq yg plg hepi kt dunia ni.. Cbe teka sbb ape??
Hahaha..
smlm kn aq ade cite psl shafi tu. The last period today was subjek bio. Teacher was not around.. Everybody was doing their own work.. Shafi sat beside me while bani sat beside musyi.. Kteowg sembang2 but then tbe2 trkluar cite psl kawin.. Aq ckp msti shafi kawin dlu sbb die da ade calon, adeena kot.. Then, die trus pndg aq n mrh.. Die ckp jgn sebut nme adeena lg.. I said sory..
then suddenly die tnye aq, prnh x ape yg brlaku kt aq ni jd kt ko?. Aq ckp prnh tp da lme da, time form 3..
Pstu tkr topik len plk.. N now we r talking about musyi's sister.. Musyi tunjuk gmbr adk die kt shafi n bani.. Tp shafi n bani x tawu nk jwb ape.. Musyi sruh dorang ckp comel tp dorang x ckp pun.. But then, i heard shafi's voice n said ' comel lg wana'*wana=me.. They r all laughing at me.. Dorang ejek 'ceh, shafi dgn wana'.. Shafi sengeh2..
The whole day i cn see some different on how he treats me.. He was so kind..
Spnjg hdup aq, ari ni bru aq rse 'my life is meaningful'.. Huhu
story begin
Assalamualaikum.
Mse aq kt mrsm taiping, aq ade sorang clasmate yg perangainya pelik semcm. He's the one yg aq rse aq ske die..dulu, die slalu sebut nme adeena dpn aq, smpi aq pun naik jealous.. Skrang ni ble aq sebut2 nme adeena, die plk yg mrh.. Sbnrnye ape yg da jd antre shafi n adeena??
Die cite kt aq, actually adeena da brpunye and da couple dgn org yg die minat..
Me: then knp sblm ni ko sebut2 nme die?
Shafi: saje
me: ckp btul2, aq tawu ko tipu aq
shafi: sbnrnye time tu aq tgh kecewa
me: tp knp ko slalu sebut nme die smpi ko ukir nme die kt batu?
Shafi: ....
Me: @ ko hnye nk skitkn aty ko?
Shafi: sort of
aq mle fkir, dlm fikirn aq mngatakn ape yg brlaku kt die, da prnh brlaku kt aq.. Aq kesian tgk die.. Die slalu merajuk dgn aq klu aq sebut nme adeena dpn die..
Mle drpd situ, aq tgk sikap die smakin pelik.. Die smakin rpt dgn aq. Klu blaja, die msti dduk sblh aq n rajin tlg aq.. X prnh2 die mcj aq tp kli ni die mcj aq.. Aq dpt rse yg die ske kt aq.. X tau la, mgkin prasaan aq je kot..
Mse aq kt mrsm taiping, aq ade sorang clasmate yg perangainya pelik semcm. He's the one yg aq rse aq ske die..dulu, die slalu sebut nme adeena dpn aq, smpi aq pun naik jealous.. Skrang ni ble aq sebut2 nme adeena, die plk yg mrh.. Sbnrnye ape yg da jd antre shafi n adeena??
Die cite kt aq, actually adeena da brpunye and da couple dgn org yg die minat..
Me: then knp sblm ni ko sebut2 nme die?
Shafi: saje
me: ckp btul2, aq tawu ko tipu aq
shafi: sbnrnye time tu aq tgh kecewa
me: tp knp ko slalu sebut nme die smpi ko ukir nme die kt batu?
Shafi: ....
Me: @ ko hnye nk skitkn aty ko?
Shafi: sort of
aq mle fkir, dlm fikirn aq mngatakn ape yg brlaku kt die, da prnh brlaku kt aq.. Aq kesian tgk die.. Die slalu merajuk dgn aq klu aq sebut nme adeena dpn die..
Mle drpd situ, aq tgk sikap die smakin pelik.. Die smakin rpt dgn aq. Klu blaja, die msti dduk sblh aq n rajin tlg aq.. X prnh2 die mcj aq tp kli ni die mcj aq.. Aq dpt rse yg die ske kt aq.. X tau la, mgkin prasaan aq je kot..
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